Disclosure. Erasure: non-disclosure.
The gesture of erasure as an emotional indicator.
That is all the information about the emotional content given to the reader.
The Diary is a form of masking, a procedure for revealing and selectively concealing.
The self is masked.
The self is performed.
The self is either rejected or accepted.
Erasing intimacy.
Retaining banality.
The safe path of the self.
We live, we are certainly ALIVE.
Most of us have a usual routine every day.
And I believe most people:
Metro boulot dodo,
Wake up, Eat, Work,
Sleep and then Wake up again, etc…
A loop, a routine that we can’t or somehow we refuse to break.
One day after another,
Suddenly, Sometimes, One day,
Questions about the meaning of our lives, our past, our now, and our future come,
A sense of loss, anxious, unsatisfactory, deficient and rebellion pops up,
None of us know what we are doing, what we are fighting for,
What a human being is supposed to do in this world.
Sleep and then Wake up…
Then the following day, do the usual routine.
We struggle, we fight, and we
Sleep and then Wake up…